Color Me Bad: A Novella (6 page)

Her shoulders slumped. Her chin dropped toward her chest. What to do? What to do? She remembered Oprah having a show about people like this once. She couldn’t remember the proper terminology, but it didn’t mean he was seeing another woman or, for that matter, another man. So did she tell him she knew? Did she have it in her to keep silent? Was it a big enough deal for a divorce, which would lead her down another road altogether? She would lose the house. It wasn’t paid off, and she didn’t make enough money at the travel agency to live alone.

She thought of her Rose Garden Club and the Ladies Aide at church. She always read the Bible passages during the church play at Christmas and donated the best prizes for the silent auctions. How would that change? Did she care? Should she care?

She sat for a long time, staring at the water while the sun slipped toward the western horizon. It wasn’t until the sky turned gray and the birds began coming in to roost that she got up and headed back to the car.

She drove back into town and stopped at the pharmacy. It was fifteen minutes until closing. The store was empty except for the pharmacist in the back and Mitchell Avery, the clerk. Mitchell was a little strange, but after everything that had been happening in Blessings lately, he seemed to be in the right place.

“Hey, Willa Dean.”

She waved at Mitchell and kept walking, all the way to the back of the store, down the aisle where condoms were shelved, past the feminine hygiene products, to the bottom shelf below scented oils where the vibrators were sold. She chose one that ran on batteries, which were not included, and paused to gather some of those up as well before heading to the checkout counter.

Mitchell’s face turned pink when he rang up the purchases, but he never said a word. He sacked them up, tossed the receipt into the bag, and looked her straight in the face.

“I’m saving up my money to book a trip to New York City.”

She paused. “Just let me know when you’re ready to go and I’ll find the best deal. I promise.”

He smiled. “Thanks. Have a nice evening.”

“You, too, Mitchell.”

She got in the car and drove home, hoping Harold had started supper. If he hadn’t, they were going to Granny’s Kitchen to eat. Tonight was not a night for her to be anywhere close to boiling water and knives, and tomorrow was a new day for a lot of things, one being the bullshit being dished out to Patty June. She’d just gotten a dose of how life could deal you a felling blow without warning, and it wasn’t fun. What was happening to Patty June was about to stop.

•••

Conrad Clymer found a semipermanent address on his second day in Savannah, then began going through the help-wanted ads. There was no way a church would ever hire him again, and he wasn’t so sure he wanted the burden of trying to maintain a spotless conscience anymore. He was obviously no good at it, or none of this mess would have happened.

He was sad on so many levels that it didn’t bear thinking about. He missed Patty June’s cooking. He missed the way her nose wrinkled up when she laughed. He even missed the nagging whine in her voice when he left wet towels on the bathroom floor.

Well, he didn’t have to worry about the nagging anymore, and if the bathroom in this apartment got the cleaning it needed, he was going to have to be the one to do it.

It had taken him over an hour just to unload the car. Climbing the stairs to the third floor over and over had been exhausting, but there was an upside. It might help him take off some weight.

Once everything was inside, he began putting it up. The last thing he began to work on was setting up his computer. Having Internet access had been a deal breaker when he was searching for apartments, and he’d been lucky finding one cheap enough for him to take it. Once he got the computer up and going, he began searching online for available jobs in the area. The problem he had was lack of experience. He’d been a preacher all of his adult life. The only thing he was really good at beyond that was working with computers. He offered up a prayer and then began to search for listings in that field and hoped God wasn’t holding a grudge as big as Patty June’s.

•••

By the night of Patty June’s makeover, everyone who mattered in Blessings knew about her new hairstyle and that she was about to travel abroad. The husbands were still on the “bash Patty” track, but some wives were secretly envious and gave their husbands a hard look that quickly ended the comments. The winds of change were in the air, but the men still didn’t know it.

Two days later, Patty June was in the kitchen when she heard the mailman drop the mail in her box. She put her cookies in the oven and went to get it. It had been threatening to rain all day and the sky was gray and overcast, which was why she was in the kitchen. When a day was gloomy like this, baking always lifted her spirits.

She grabbed the handful of letters, went back to the kitchen to sort the mail so she could keep an eye on the cookies, and poured herself a cup of coffee before sitting down. She took a quick sip and then began putting bills in one pile, junk mail in another. When she saw the writing and the city stamped on a long, blue envelope, the skin crawled on the back of her neck. It appeared Conrad had settled himself in Savannah, which was fine with her. It was large enough that when she went there, she’d be unlikely to ever see him.

She opened the envelope. A single note card fell out with an address. Now she had a location for the lawyer to mail the divorce papers. She laid it aside and picked up a rather ornate envelope that smelled like roses.

Curious, she tore into it and then leaned back in her chair in disbelief. It was a personal invitation to attend a special tea hosted by the Rose Garden Club. She glanced at the date. That would be noon this coming Saturday.

She wasn’t going anywhere else, so she might as well go see what the biddies had to say. She hoped it wasn’t going to be a public flogging, and then she sighed. She’d lived here her entire life, as had her parents, and their parents before them. It would be sad if all this mess caused her so much distress that she had to move.

She noticed there was a number to RSVP. What the hell, she thought, and grabbed her cell phone. She quickly punched in the numbers and waited for an answer.

“Miller Travel Agency. We can make your dreams come true.”

She stifled a grin. They really needed to reword that. It could be misconstrued in a number of ways.

“Hi, Precious. This is Patty June. I’m calling to RSVP on the invitation from the Rose Garden Club.”

“Oh, hi, Patty June. So is this a yes or a no?”

“It’s a yes, and tell Willa Dean thank you for asking me.”

“I sure will, and Patty June…”

“Yes?”

“I just love your new hairdo. It’s amazing.”

“Thank you, Precious. I like it, too.”

She was still smiling when she disconnected. Now she had to figure out what she was going to wear. Did she go for shock value or understated class? Since they were the Rose Garden girls, she decided to go with understated class. The average age of that bunch was probably around seventy-five years old. She didn’t want to be responsible for someone having a heart attack over lobster rolls and sweet tea.

•••

The women of Blessings were on a mission. All it had taken were a few phone calls to start the ball rolling in Patty June’s favor. They’d let down one of their own, and why? Because their husbands had suggested she was a feminist? So what? Southern women had been feminists a long time before that tag had become a buzzword. They’d hidden the iron in their backbones with a smile and a “bless your heart,” and not a man was the wiser.

Not only that, but they also were all taking stock of their own men, and a good many of them were falling short. The winds of discontent were rising. Women weren’t giving out the details, but it was obvious which families were having their own little crises. Hair colors were changing, hems were coming up, and necklines were going lower. Houses were getting new paint jobs, and there were a few places in town with new cars in the driveway. The ration of shit the men had dished out on Patty June’s behalf was coming back to haunt them.

•••

When Saturday rolled around and Patty June drove up to the community center, her eyes widened in disbelief. This wasn’t just a meeting of the Rose Garden Club. There were at least fifty cars here, maybe more.

She tapped the brakes and circled the parking lot until she found an empty spot, then parked and got out, smoothing down the front of her little pink dress as she headed inside.

As she started down the hall, she caught a glimpse of her reflection and almost stumbled. This look was going to take some getting used to.

It occurred to her that the last time she’d been here had been for a family dinner before a funeral. Conrad had preached the sermon. If she remembered correctly, it had been for Bobbette Paulson’s father. She wondered if Conrad had been screwing her then, or if it had all come later. Either way, the old man was dead, Conrad was gone, and last she’d heard, Bobbette was bald.

She followed the rumble of voices all the way to the dining area and then stopped in the doorway, stunned by the sight of so many women standing beneath a banner with her name on it.

“What on earth?” she muttered. Then Willa Dean saw her and she was swept up into the gala.

“What’s going on?” Patty asked.

Willa Dean grabbed her hand and pulled her into the room.

“This is in your honor. We all owe you a huge apology, and rather than do it one at a time in mutual embarrassment, we decided to make an event of it. Besides, you know how we like events.”

Patty June laughed. It was true. The women in Blessings
did
like their parties.

“Come with me. You’re sitting between me and Rachel, and I hope you went light on your breakfast. I promise this is going to be the best lunch you’ve ever had.”

Patty giggled. This was promising to be the best day she’d had in ages. Having the best lunch to go with it seemed only fair.

And Willa Dean was right. It was amazing, from the salad course through the entrée, all the way to the desserts, which held some of Patty June’s favorites. When she saw the key lime pie, she groaned aloud.

“I love key lime pie.”

“I made that,” Myra Franklin said, her smile a little too wide to be humble.

“I made the Coca-Cola cake,” Willa Dean added.

“I made the Mississippi mud cake,” Sue Beamon said.

Patty was overwhelmed to the point of tears, but she wouldn’t cry. This was a happy day.

“I’ll have a little bit of all three,” Patty said, and took her plate back to the table and dug in.

Coffee was being served when Willa Dean stood up and moved to the podium, tapping the microphone to make sure it was on.

“Can y’all hear me?” she asked, pointing to the back of the room. When they waved and nodded, she cleared her throat.

“All of you know why we’re here. The only one who doesn’t is Patty June. Patty, would you please come stand beside me?”

Patty resisted the urge to lick her fork as she laid it on the plate and got up and walked to the podium.

Willa Dean was still struggling with her own personal issues and was overly emotional, but such was life. She cleared her throat again and took Patty June’s hand.

“We are begging your forgiveness, Patty June. You are our sister, and when you needed us most, we let you down. We admit it, and we’re sorry and ashamed. Just so you know, your bravery prompted a lot of us to face our own personal issues. There are quite a few here who have had their own little revelations in the past few days, evidenced by new cars in the driveways and some new jewelry on our fingers.”

A nervous round of laughter moved through the room as the women all looked at each other and then quickly looked away.

Patty June was shocked. She’d been so wrapped up in her drama that she’d been unaware of the subtle changes going on in her little town.

“However, we’re not here to talk about us. We’re here to honor you. You did something very brave. You faced your devils and dehorned the both of them in as fine a fashion as I’ve ever seen. And we wanted you to have this little gift as a memento of your finest hour. I’m sure you’ll find a place for it in somewhere in your house.”

She handed the gaily wrapped box to Patty June and then stepped back, giving Patty June the podium to unwrap it.

Patty was already so overwhelmed by the personal backup and the fine dining that she could hardly speak. Her fingers were shaking as she pulled off the gold ribbon, then the shiny white paper, then finally the lid.

The women watched as she dug through the tissue paper and then saw the shock on her face as she froze. The room went silent, the women waiting to see her reaction.

Patty June grinned. It was Vesta Conklin’s clippers, spray-painted gold. She took them out and hit the Power button. When the sound system caught the buzz, the room erupted in laughter. And just like that, the last of Patty June’s humiliation was gone.

She stepped up to the microphone, still clutching the clippers against her breast.

“Thank you so much! You girls are the best, and if any of you ever need to borrow them, you know where I live.”

The room was filled with applause and laughter as Patty June went back to her table, but now the women were on their feet and heading to her table, wanting to talk to her personally.

Myra Franklin caught Willa Dean’s eye. She knew her good friend had a problem at home, but didn’t know what. What she did know was that Willa Dean was about to burst into tears. She wiggled her fingers, indicating she should slip out the back door now that it was over.

Willa Dean sighed and mouthed a quick thank-you as she began to gather up her things. She felt lighter, like a weight had come off her shoulders. A wrong had been righted with a public apology and good food. Unfortunately it was going to take a lot more than an apology from Harold to fix what was wrong under her roof.

He knew she was pissed, because she’d moved everything that was hers into the spare bedroom, but he wasn’t sure why. And she knew the reason he hadn’t confronted her was because he had secrets of his own to hide. Right now they were sharing a house and polite company, and she’d smiled just about all she could smile today without bursting into tears. Once she gathered up her things, she slipped out the back door.