Diane R. Jewkes (25 page)

Unable to wait any longer, he positioned himself between her thighs, and slowly glided into her. Capturing her lips with his, he entered her fully, then pulled almost all the way out, before repeating the slow movement again. The moist heat and the tightness of her body made it hard for him to go slow.

Kara was moaning softly against his lips, arching against him, urging him to move faster.

“Open your eyes and look at me, love,” Hawke softly commanded. “I want to see heaven in your beautiful eyes when you fly.”

She looked at him, eyes dark with desire. Her neck arched and her head dropped back as the tension built higher and higher.

“Fly with me,” she said, her voice breathy against his lips, “I want you with me.”

Hawke increased his rhythm and she surged to match him. Their bodies moved as one, their breath mingled. Their eyes locked, lost in a world of swirling passion and heat. Feeling her climax, Hawke buried himself as deeply as he could in Kara’s tight heat and let go. They flew into the shimmering waves of their pulsating release.

Never had he felt such a shattering release, even more powerful than the first time. Tightening his arms around her he rolled them over so she was on top but he was still buried in her.

Kara lay with her head upon his broad chest. Arching back, she crossed her forearms across his chest and propped herself up to look at him.

“Exactly how did you know where to find me?”

“Consuelo told me. When she said you were going swimming in a cave, I thought the woman daft.” He smiled, stroked her cheek, and then looked around the cavern. “It’s quite fascinating, this private grotto of yours. I would have never found it without direction.” Cocking his brow he grinned at her gasp as he squeezed her lightly on her rear. “Just think of what we would have missed if I hadn’t followed you.”

“Did you follow me with seduction on your mind?” She tried to roll away, but he held her firm.

“Nay, lass. Don’t get your hackles up.” Hawke chuckled. “I meant to follow only to protect you, but entering the cave and seeing you lying there like a golden goddess.” Sensual heat flared in his silvery eyes. “I couldn’t resist.” Slipping his hand behind her head he drew her down for a kiss. “I canna resist still.”

He meant it to be nothing more than a gentle caress and was surprised when Kara deepened the contact.

Ever one to accommodate a lady, he let her take control.

• • •

Knowing he couldn’t resist her anymore than she could him made her feel less vulnerable. His lips touched hers and she knew she would never have enough of him. As they continued kissing, she realized he was not leading, but letting her set the pace. She pulled back, searching his face. He gave her a slow disarming smile and lightly stroked his hands up and down her back.

“Why did you stop, my love?” The smoky timbre of his voice wrapped around her. “I’m yours to do with as you will.” His eyes glittered with desire. Raising a delicate brow, she sat up fully, only to be reminded that she was straddling his hips and their bodies were still joined.

“As I will, hmmm.” Her hands traced a leisurely path across his chest and abdomen. Leaning over, she began placing kisses and licking the warm, slightly salty, tasting skin of his chest. Remembering how she had reacted when he had kissed her breasts, she began lightly nibbling his flat male nipple. She was fascinated with the play of his muscles under her fingertips and the sharp intake of his breath as her hands wandered lower, where their bodies were joined. It was her turn to gasp as she felt him grow hard within her once more.

“I said you could do with me what you would, lass.” He smiled, “I didna say I would not react.”

He ran his hands up her smoothly muscled thighs and grasped her gently around the waist, and proceeded to show her how to move to give them both pleasure.

“I never thought I would have reason to thank whoever taught you to ride astride.” Hawke groaned as she rode him. “I also never thought I would be jealous of a horse.”

His lips captured hers, searing her to her very soul. Kara felt the pressure build again. Increasing the rocking of her hips, she felt Hawke moving beneath her, his hands on her hips steadying her. She threw back her head and arched her back as her body throbbed with release. Deep in her womb she could feel Hawke’s seed pumping into her body. He pulled her to his chest and rolled her beneath him, resting his weight on his arms, her legs wrapped tightly around his waist.

The silvery rings in his eyes seemed to glow, and Kara felt like he was looking into her very soul.

Hawke leaned down, gave her a swift hard kiss on the lips, and slid over to lie beside her. His arm cradled her head as he pulled her tight against him. His hand rested against her belly. He continued to look at her without speaking. A sudden shyness crept over her at his silent gaze. She tried to look away, but his hand came up and tilted her chin up so she would meet his eyes.

“Kara, love, I was not just speaking in the heat of lust when I said I love you. I meant it.”

His thumb lightly caressed her lower lip, his eyes searched her face. “Coming to the New Mexico Territory, I neither wanted, nor expected, to find love. Yet here you were. The most fascinating, exasperating, and fiercely independent woman I had ever met, and despite all of your attempts to run me off.” He smiled. “I found myself thinking of nothing but you.” He caressed the side of her face as he continued. “I know you were afraid of what has been happening between us. To tell you the truth, it has frightened me as well.”

Her brow crinkled in confusion.

“What frightened me is the thought of you not sharing the same feelings. You own my heart and you can either crush it or cherish it. Kara … I want you to be my wife.”

He loved her.

Kara felt her heart swell, and tears sprang to her eyes. She couldn’t believe what he was saying. She had been fighting against her attraction to him for so long. And now, seeing the love radiating from his eyes, she couldn’t remember why she had fought so hard or been so afraid.

Overwhelmed by all the emotions, she couldn’t speak. She placed her hand over his heart.

“You say I own your heart, but I will tell you now, that the heart you own is mine.”

Leaning over she kissed him.

Breaking the kiss, she rested her forehead against his, trying to regain the breath his kiss had stolen. “I will be your wife, Hawke, but … .”

He kissed her before she could finish her sentence. He continued kissing her on her lips, her face and her neck, whispering words of love. Kara hugged him to her, kissing him in return, knowing he made her whole. It really wasn’t important where they lived, as long as she could always feel like this in his arms. The intensity of her emotions sparked the fire of desire in her again. She arched into the large warm hand on her breast. Grasping his head in her hands, she looked deep into his eyes.

“I love you.”

He rolled over nestling his hips between her thighs, and as he slowly glided into her heated body, he leaned down whispering against her lips.

“I will always love you.”

Lost in each other’s embrace, lip-to-lip, breast-to-breast, one heart, one soul they flew together again.

The rapidly cooling air as the sun lowered in the sky, and the whickering of the horses woke them. They rinsed quickly in the chilly waters, knowing if they didn’t return to the ranch soon, Case would send out a search party.

Hawke was pulling up his pants when the sharp click of a gun being cocked echoed in the cave. Kara was on the other side of the rock outcropping where she had left her clothes. She ducked down frantically looking for her gun, hoping whoever was out there hadn’t seen her. She was dismayed to hear a familiar, menacing voice come out of the darkness.

“You just come out from there real slow like, Miss Kara.”

A shiver of fear raced through her. She hoped never to hear that leering voice again. Standing slowly, clutching the towel tightly around her, and using her clothes to shield her from his reptilian stare, Kara stood up and looked into a face that haunted her dreams.

“Well, now. I seemed to have found me a couple o’ lovebirds.” Black stepped into the light, his eyes shifting back and forth, examining the couple in front of him. “Yep, looks like my luck might be changin’. Imagine my surprise finding this place.” A wicked grin split his face when he saw Kara wrapped only in a towel. “And you, all ready for me.” His gaze raked over her. He wiped a dirty hand across his mouth like someone who had just bitten into a juicy piece of meat.

Kara felt the fear rise like bile in her throat. She tried to move closer to Hawke, inching her way over to him, but Black leveled the gun barrel at Hawke’s chest.

“Stop right there. It’d be a pure pleasure for me to put a slug in that big bastard after what he did to me, but I’m not ready to kill him … yet.”

The clenching of his fists and the twitching of the muscles in his jaw were the only outward signs of the fury Hawke was controlling.

“I should have wrung your neck in the barn.” His growl echoed on the cavern walls. “Don’t think you’ll live this time, Black.”

“Mighty brave words mister,” Black chortled as he jiggled the gun. “You seem to be forgittin’ who’s holding the gun. Might be I should just shoot you now. That way I don’t have to worry about you while I break the little bitch and ride her hard.” He looked over at Kara licking his lips. “But then you’d miss all the fun havin’ to watch.”

Black motioned to her with his other hand. “You come over here to me. I promised you a ride you’d never forget.” His eyes narrowed his tongue darted out, like a snake tasting the wind. “Right nice of you to have yourself all naked for me, honey. Now get over here, or I’ll shoot the Englishman — but not in the heart.” The barrel of the gun dipped towards Hawke’s midsection. “Nope, I’ll gut shoot him and he’ll die nice and slow and painful like, but he’ll still able to watch me take what he thinks is his.”

Still clutching her clothes in front of her, Kara began moving slowly towards Black. She desperately hoped he could not see her fumbling under her clothes to get her hand around the grip of her gun.

As she drew even with Hawke, he put out his arm to stop her moving further forward. Looking at him, she could see the tightly coiled fury in his body. She didn’t know how to let him know she had her gun without alerting Black. She couldn’t get him to look at her. His attention was fully focused on Black.

• • •

“What is mine,” Hawke’s voice was low and lethal as he glared at the smaller man. “Is
mine
. I do not share my possessions. I promise you this Black.” He stepped forward, hoping to intimidate the smaller man with his size. He saw the gun swing up jerkily towards his chest again. Good. He had a better chance the shot would go wild and miss him. “I
will
kill you before you can lay a hand on her.”

With a roar he charged. Kara screamed his name as Black stumbled backwards. The roar of gunfire exploded in the cavern.

Hawke felt a dull thud and then a burning pain in his shoulder as he tackled Black, driving him into the ground with his body. Ignoring the pain, he reared back preparing to pummel the other man.

Black was not struggling underneath him. Peering intently at the man beneath him, he saw a blooming patch of blood on his shirt. Black was dead. Shot.

Looking over his shoulder he saw Kara, her eyes enormous and unfocused, all the color drained from her face. The gun, smoking, was still in its holster and covered by her clothes. She had fired through her clothes and killed Black.

Hawke stood slowly and made his way to her. The gun, holster, and her clothes slipped from her numbed fingers. Her eyes closed and tears slid silently down her cheeks.

Wrapping his arms around her, ignoring the pain in his shoulder, Hawke kissed her gently on the top of the head.

“Kara, love, it’s all right. It’s over.” Putting his hand under her chin he tilted her head back. Eyes crystalline with tears looked into his. Deep wracking sobs shook her body as the shock began to wear off.

“Lass, you’re safe. I’ll never let any harm come to you.” He stroked her damp hair from her face and kissed the tears from her eyes.

“Oh, God, I thought he had killed you,” Kara cried. “I couldn’t get my finger on the trigger, and then you lunged at him.” Disbelief clouded her eyes. “How could you have jumped at a man holding a gun on you? I died ten times over.”

Reaching up she tenderly touched his face. “I couldn’t have stood it if you had died. Not when we’ve just found each other.”

“I meant what I said to that little bastard.” Hawke stroked her hair and held her close to him. “You are mine. And no one touches what is mine.”

A burning pain began shooting through his shoulder, as the adrenaline coursing through his body wore off. He began to feel lightheaded. If he didn’t sit down soon, he was going to fall over.

“Hawke?”

He could hear the concern in her voice but try as he might, he couldn’t seem to form the words to assure her he was all right.
If I can just sit down for a moment
, he thought,
I’d be fine.
A wave of blackness swept over him and he slipped to the ground at Kara’s feet.

“
Hawke
!”

• • •

Kara dropped to her knees next to the limp figure. She saw the ragged bloody hole in his shoulder. “Oh, Lord, Hawke,” she cried. “Why didn’t you tell me you were hit?” Gently she probed the wound to see if the bullet was still lodged inside. She couldn’t feel the slug.

She struggled to turn him over on his side. She managed to get his head and shoulders over far enough to see his back. A cry of dismay tore from her throat seeing the gaping hole in his back, and the blood soaked sand beneath his body.

Refusing to let tears overwhelm her, she told herself she couldn’t — wouldn’t — let him die. Working quickly, she ran to the water’s edge, soaked her towel, returned to his side and began bathing the wound. Using the towel for wadding, she tore up his shirt for binding. Dressing quickly, she sat on the ground with his head nestled in her lap, patting his cheeks trying to revive him.