One Simple Memory (10 page)

Jenn was confused, but her feelings for this broken man, were busting to get out. Pushing her fear aside, letting the whole scary scenario that has muddled her mind of truths and lies, go for just a little while, she listened to him plead for forgiveness for his wrong doings. She pulled a hand from his grasp and put it on his head. She began to run her fingers through his unruly hair. She could feel his hot breath on her jean clad legs, the warmth soaked right into her. Her skin began to tingle, her nerve endings were coming alive. “Sean.” She whispered and tugged on his hair lightly. Allowing lust to overpower her fear, she waited.

He took a few more deep breaths and looked up at her. Sean moved his hands up her thighs to her hips and pulled her closer to the edge of the bed, she gasped. He shifted her legs apart and shuffled closer to her without losing eye contact. “Jennifer, I will never be able to make up for what I have done, for my past, or for leaving you behind.”

She interrupted him by raising a hand and shushing him with a finger, placing it in front of his supple lips. “Shh.” She let the words hang. With the fire burning through her veins, heat surging around her body with his simple touch, she was in no state of mind for explanations. Her fear buried itself and allowed her to feel the lust that she had been denied for years. The lust she craved from the man that knelt before her. She didn’t want to be afraid now, she only wanted one thing, him. The feel of his lips, his hands, and his muscular body. She wanted him to do everything she had ever dreamed of since she first learned about sex and the extent of its pleasure.

She moved both hands to his face and cupped his jaw licking her lips. She began to tremble, she was never the one to initiate a kiss of this magnitude. She leaned down as she pulled him toward her.

He crushed his lips to hers. Lips moving sensually, with passion, lust. He licked her bottom lip, and then nibbled. In one swift motion, he moved from his kneeling position to gently lay Jenn back on the bed while ravishing her mouth.

She opened for him, and he swooped his tongue. The kiss went deeper. Jenn groaned in pleasure. The man could kiss, that was for sure. A thrill ignited within her, she felt alive, sexy, and she wanted this. She wanted him. She moved her hands through his hair, messing it more and then down his neck and tried to pull him closer. She heard him moan. Tipping her head back, she needed to catch her breath. “Oh God.”

He caressed his hands up her torso, one hand pulled on the sleeve of her shirt and the other cupped her breast. He moved his mouth down her chin, rapidly breathing along the way, suckling and nipping down her throat. “Fuck, Jenn.” He growled. “You taste amazing.” He continued down to her collar bone.

He moved his one hand to her half bare breast and kneaded it. His other hand moved over and pulled the sleeve down as he licked and teased every part of her naked flesh as he went.

It had never felt like this with her last boyfriend. She couldn’t even remember his name at the moment. She couldn’t remember much of anything. All she could do was feel. Her skin felt alive and every touch of his wet tongue was making her nerves dance with pleasure, and she never wanted it to stop. She arched her back up into him, offering herself to his wanting mouth, expressing her need while she breathed heavily and moaned deeply. “More!”

He growled. “Fuck babe, I will give you everything you need. I will make you scream, like you have never screamed before.” He immediately sat up, puffing out lusty breaths, grasped the shirt between her breasts and ripped. He tore the shirt away and dove right back in. He palmed both breasts, and took one taut nipple into his mouth and sucked. He sucked until it peaked then licked around it and then moved to the other and lavished with equal measure. “A-fuckin-mazing.” He mumbled while teasing the now taut pink flesh.

Jenn felt like she was in heaven. All this pleasure surging through her. She brought her hands up to his head, gripped his hair, and rubbed it around. She wasn’t sure what she was to do, but just went with what felt right. It was as if her hands had a mind of her own. She wasn’t sure what to expect from him, but she definitely wanted it all.

He continued lavishing her with wet kisses down her stomach, caressing his hands along the way. He reached her navel, licked around it and then dipped his tongue inside and groaned. He brought his hands to the waist of her Capris and to the front where the button was and then peeked to look up at her.

After her body involuntarily bucked again from his pleasing contact, she realized he had stopped at her pants. She quickly looked down at him and saw the look in his eyes. The lust, the desire, and the question. He was asking for permission. She immediately nodded. “Yes.” She almost yelled. She pushed herself up to a sitting positioned and attempting to help him, but he stopped her.

“I got this.” He winked at her and proceeded to unbutton her capris, slowly pulling the zipper down. He pulled the portion of the pants apart and groaned. “Fuck, those are hot.”

She was wearing a pair of black lace panties. They were bikini cut and barely covered anything. She didn’t wear them for anyone in particular, they were just comfortable. But hearing him groan like that, and knowing it was for her, she felt herself get a little damper down there. She had never felt this desired for before. It was doing amazing things to her and her mind. She usually was semi timid but with Sean, she felt like a different person when it came to sex.

“You like those, huh.” She grinned at him and wiggled her hips to tease him. She noticed him fighting for control. His breath was deep, and he just stared, and didn’t touch. She knew he would break soon. She needed him to touch her.

“Take them off.” She whispered, just loud enough for him to hear.

“Fucking, hell yes.” He growled. He gripped her hips, lifted a little, pulled on the Capris and yanked them down and off. He wasn’t wasting time now. He reached for her panties and in quick movements, and a loud rip, and her panties were shredded. He jumped off the bed. “Move up on the bed.” His eyes roving over her naked flesh as he removed his own clothing is a flash. He returned to the bed and crawled up to her, spread her legs and knelt between them.

“You are fucking gorgeous. I can’t believe I let you go.”

Jenn could see the honesty in his eyes. She knew it to be true. She wanted this, she wanted him and she wanted him now. She would have to deal with their mess later. There was too much to think about, to talk about and she was in no state of mind for that. Desire was fueling her, and sex was what she wanted. “I am here now. Whatever happened, happened. Now if you don’t get the fuck on with it, I think I’ll have to do it myself.” She egged him on. He looked glorious in his naked state. Erect and beautiful. She had never thought a penis was attractive, never in pictures or even her ex’s, but Sean’s was spectacular. She tried to lean up to get closer, but he stopped her.

“No, I fucking got this babe. My pleasure is your pleasure. I want you to feel, everything I feel.” He laid his hands on each of her lower legs and began to move them slowly upwards. Caressing her skin, her inner and outer shin, knee, and then thigh. He moved his hands inwards, one lightly stroked her groin area while the other teased her little tufts of hair. He dipped a finger into the crease of her folds, she was plenty wet. He moved his finger up and down her slit, finding her swollen clit and circled it.

Jenn’s body tensed. “Oh my god, Sean, don’t stop. That feels amazing.” It felt like her body was doing everything on its own. It went on a joyride, and she was just hanging on. Her hips jutted up to his hand, and she moaned to his touch. She felt his finger delve into her and nerve endings that have never been touched sprang to life. She gasped and squeezed her eyes closed. She could feel it all; it was as if he was everywhere. Suddenly, she felt hot breath between her legs and her eyes opened wide. No one had ever been down there, her ex was against it. His breath was hot and teasing, but he wasn’t moving any closer, it was as if he was asking permission again. So she questioned him. “Sean?” She looked down at him with narrowed, lust filled eyes.

“Your smell is driving me crazy, Jenn. I would give my last breath for just a taste, I just…” Sean breathed deeply. “I just need to know that you want this, Jenn. Are you sure it is me you want?” He stared into her eyes.

Leaning up on her elbows, her eyes glistened with lust and tears. The tears of the unknown and also of happiness of finally getting a piece of the man she had always wanted. Even if it was for one night, she would have to live with that. “More than anything.”

That was all he seemed to need to hear because he had dipped his head down and lazily licked her slit from bottom to top and sucked on her clit.

“Oh fuck!” Jenn fell back on the bed. She never knew what to expect when she agreed to it, but it sure was not this. She felt like she had fallen from heaven and her wings had been clipped. She hoped Sean was there to catch her.

He lifted each leg and set it over his shoulders, then tucked his hands under her ass and lifted her up. He licked and sucked her clit, he pulled a hand from her ass and began to caress her slit with his fingers. Up and down and then he dipped one finger, then two. He licked around and up and down. He slowly pumped his fingers in and out of her and he lapped up all the juices that flowed out.

She shuddered, gripping the sheets of the bed. Bucking her hips up to his mouth. The feeling was amazing, and she never wanted it to stop. “Yes, oh yes, don’t stop. Fuck Sean.” She wriggled and moaned until she felt the odd sensation built up inside, something she never felt before. She felt like she was going to burst at the seams. Her toes felt like they were curling. She gripped the sheets tighter. She bit her lip hard, squeezed her eyes closed, arched her back as much as she could with Sean holding her with his mouth, and then it was like an explosion. Bright stars shone behind her eyes, every tense muscle spontaneously relaxed like an elastic band being flung across a room and she screamed. She tried not to, but she just couldn’t help herself. “Oh ahh, ahh, Sean!”

Sean growled and lapped up her come as she released and went limp on the bed. He kissed wet kisses up from her pussy to her stomach to her breasts where he sucked each nipple in and teased them to a pleasing peak once again and continued kissing his way up to her mouth. He moved his body to lay over her, his erection lay at her opening. He kissed her deeply and passionately. He nipped his way down to a sensitive spot behind her ear, and he sucked there.

Breathing a bit better and feeling extremely relaxed, she opened her eyes to look at him. By the twinkle in his eye, she knew they were far from done. She smiled at him.

“You okay?” He smirked.

“Never better.” She felt a bit shy at the moment, but she pushed that aside and reached with one hand for his erection without losing eye contact. As soon as she touched his hard length, she heard him hiss. She licked her lips and looked down. She didn’t take the time to actually take in the size of him when she had had the chance, and she was impressed. Not that she had much to compare him to, but she had seen pictures, and he was gorgeous. She wrapped her dainty hand around his massive erection and gave a gentle squeeze. Sean hissed again and she smiled. She made him feel like that and that made her feel powerful.

Her hands were on him, she could tell he was struggling with his control. She stroked him once. Twice.

He took a deep breath. He reached up and moved some of the straggles of hair stuck to her forehead and tucked it behind her ear. “I wouldn’t play too much, beautiful, or there won’t be much action for a while. My control is weak when it comes to you.” He leaned down and kissed her lips. His hand moved slowly down, caressing every inch of flesh, down until he reached her hip. He got up in a kneeling position between her legs again. Took her hand from his erection, brought it to his mouth and kissed her palm. He released her hand once he set it on the bed. He then grabbed his hard length and rubbed in her juices of her slit and groaned. “So fucking wet still.”

Jenn wasn’t in control, he was, and she was okay with that. All the kind words, nicknames, they made her melt even more into him. When he rubbed his erection against her, she internally jumped. Oh my god, it was happening. All other thoughts of life, past, present and or future went out the window. The only thing that mattered right now, was him and what he was doing to her.

“I’m clean babe, never gone bare back before.” Sean whispered as he pulled her closer.

She didn’t understand what he was talking about, why he was mentioning this. “That’s good. Me too.” She said, then shook her head. “I mean, I always made sure my ex wore a condom, and I’m clean too.”

Sean blew out a breath. “That’s good. I am saying this because we have no condoms, and I need inside you. I need to feel you babe.” He continued to tease her with his penis, rubbing up and down.

Every time he hit her clit, her body would do a little pleasing jump. “I need you, too, Sean.” She moaned. He had just hit her clit and couldn’t take it anymore. “I need you, NOW.” And she reached around his hip and grabbed his ass, urging his forward.

He slid his penis up her slit, took hold of her hip and thrust inside of her. “Fuck.” He pulled back slightly and thrust again. He gripped her hips with both hands now, and began pumping in and out. He moved his hands up her body, caressed her breasts, pinched her taut nipples and growled his pleasure. He reached under her back and pulled her up to him. He wrapped his arms around her and continued to thrust, deep and hard.

She was loving every minute of it.