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Authors: Sarah Tucker
The Last Year of Being Single (27 page)
I turn. I’m not the actress on the stage any more. I’ve not read from the script. I’m not reading from the script any more. This is not supposed to happen in the fairytale, but it was never my dream. This was not in the game plan. Never on my action lists. Never my story, my life.
I don’t look at the faces at either side of me as I walk down the aisle. I am vaguely aware of shapes moving in the
background but know, somehow, no one is chasing or following me. And I realise no one in the congregation knows the real me anyway. I don’t look back. I just walk very slowly, without the music, to my own pace, at my own time, not knowing where I will go, only knowing that I must. And that the honeymoon is over.
I walk out of the church. The driver in the car is leaning against the bonnet, eyes closed, soaking up the warm Indian summer rays. I walk up to him, tap him on the shoulder. He looks startled.
‘I’ve changed my mind.’
‘Not getting married today, then?’
He sounds as though he’s had this happen to him before.
‘No, not today. Not to this man, not today.’
‘Well, better now than later. That’s what I say. Can I take you anywhere, love?’
‘Could you just drive for a bit?’
‘Sure.’
He opens the car door and I get in. I don’t feel cheated I’m not a Mrs Somebody and don’t have a wedding ring on my finger. Just relieved and nervous and excited.
‘Can I borrow your mobile? I’d like to send a message to someone.’
‘Sure. Easy to use.’
Same one as mine.
Message sent:
Decided not to get married. Not 2day anyway. Phps one day.
But not this day. Love u. S xx
Sent it to Paul.
Sent it to John.
Sent it to myself.
THE LAST YEAR OF BEING SINGLE
A Red Dress Ink novel
ISBN: 978-1-4592-4863-2
© 2003 by Sarah Tucker.
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