Destiny (7 page)

“Can you hold me?”

“Love, ye don’t need tae ask,  c’mere.”  He pulls me into him rolls us to our sides, I settle down into his chest and prepare to talk.

“I lost my best friend a years ago.   It was a car accident.  He was driving us back from a concert, our graduation present to ourselves and a drunk driver swerved and hit us head on.  I was thrown from the car.  Shawn wasn’t so lucky.  The car rolled down an embankment and hit a tree. The car caught on fire.  I miss him so much.  He was all I had.  My parents hated me especially my father. He would tell me I was a fuck up, useless and fat.  I was their mistake in high school.  My sister, she is the golden child.  Beautiful, thin, blonde hair blue eyed princess.”   I told Brody everything.  About my parents rejection, the argument between Shawn and my dad.  He now knows all up until last year.  I look up at his face and I can see anger written all over his face.  His jaw was grinding back and forth.  He wouldn’t look at me.  “Brody, please say something.”  I beg.  I knew he would reject me once he knew about me.  He sits up and I see his fist clenching.  “Would you bring me to the other bedroom, please.  Let me just get my things.”

“NOOO.  Why dae ye wanni go?”

“You haven’t said anything and refused to look at me.  I figured you don’t believe me –“

“Noo, Baby.  Noo, I dae believe ye. Oh, god. I’m so sorry ye huv hud tae live through thit.  Fuck, I wanni beat the shite oot o’ yer basturt da.  I’m so sorry fur yer loss o’ Shawn n’ I’m glad ye hud ‘im. “  He pulls me in and hugs me tightly.  He turns me pulls me over his legs so I’m straddling him and looks at me.  He cups my face and kisses my forehead.  “Annie, ye the maist beautiful woman I huv ever laid eyes on.  Whin I first saw ye, I ken I hud tae huv ye.  I wiz awe struck. Ye take ma breath away.  Ye are sexy as hell.  Yer perfect n’ yer mine, baby.  Aw mine.  Say it, say yer mine.”

“I’m yours Brody, IF you’ll be mine and only mine.”  I grin into a smile.

“Oh, ye better believe it baby, I’m yers.”

He kisses me hard, with so much passion and need.  We both need this, reassurance that we belong together.  I reach down between us and grab his cock and stroke it.  He’s already got pre cum on the head and I rub it down his shaft and he groans.  He reaches down to test my readiness, and flicks my clit a couple times.  It causes me to jump and gasp.  He swallows my gasp and thrust his tongue into my mouth deepening our kiss.  I become bold and move his hand out of the way and place the head of his cock on my clit and rub it back and forth.  I start rotating my hips to keep the friction going while I reach for my shirt and break the kiss to lift it over my head.  We are both panting.  Brody’s hands are gripping my hips and looking at me with hooded lust filled eyes.  My head falls back and he take advantage and kisses my neck.  Biting and sucking, moving down to my collar bone, down to my breasts.  He pushes them together and brings them up to his mouth.  He licks across both nipples.  God he’s good.  I love how attentive he has been.  It seems to please him knowing he’s pleasing me.  This is all new to me and I like it, a lot.  I will never be able to be with another man again, no one could ever measure up to this man.  He moves up my neck and kisses along my jaw and back to my mouth. I thrust my hands in his hair pulling him closer. 

“Oh, Annie, I need tae be in ye.  I need tae make love tae ye.  I want tae love ye.  I’m-I’m clean, I’ve not been wi any one fur a year. Please tell me yer on birth control.”  He says while kissing me everywhere.  He can’t seem to get enough and hell I can’t either.  I lift up and fist his cock, stroking up and down coating it with our combined juices. His head falls back and moans, I lower myself down on his cock. Holy mother of god he is big and it feels fucking good.

“FFFUUUCCKKK!!! Baby, ye feel amazing.  Oh shite, shite hold still fur a minute fuck, I don’t wan tae come so soon.  Annie,  I huv never had the desire tae bare back. Ye, thair’s something aboot ye thit jist clicks wi me.  Love, I’m falling hard fur ye.  God, it feels so right wi ye.”  I’m looking into his eyes and I didn’t want to believe it earlier when we were fucking outside but, there is love in them. 

“I’m falling for you too.” I look away and quietly say “Don’t hurt me Brody, I couldn’t take it.” He lifts my head up with a finger under my chin so I’m looking at him.

“Oh love, I wull never deliberately hurt ye.” And then adds, “I’m a man after all.” He chuckles.  He lifts me up and thrusts into my quivering pussy. 

“Aahh, god.  Brody, mmm more.”

“Mare whit baby, this?”  he thrusts deep and hard in me and I scream. 

“AAhh fuucck, yea.  God you feel so good.” I moan.

“Ride ma cock, Annie.  Fuck me.”  I start moving up and down picking up the pace as I get more confident, as once again this position is a first for me.  I think his senses my hesitance, he sits up and kisses and nibbles my neck.

“Annie, dae ye ken how incredibly sexy ye look riding ma cock?  Yer so fucking beautiful.” He leans back and looks into my eyes and lets me see it all, his uncontrollable love, lust and his protection.  That right there, his unspoken promise of his protection to keep me safe and that I can trust him, is my undoing.  I’m in love with Brody McGhee.

“Mmm, tell me Mr. McGhee.”  I roll my hips and grind down on his cock.  Then slowly I move up so just his head is in and slowly lowering back down and it causes him to growl deep in his chest.

“Ohh, Fuuckk, baby. Ye pussy feels so guid slicking up ma cock wi ye warm juices.  I could make love tae ye aw night.”

“Yea, oh god Brody! I’m coming, I’m coming, shit aaahhhh-“

“Yea baby, come aw ower ma cock, thit’s it, fuck yer pussy is so tight.”  He picks up the speed pounding into me and I can feel he is close to coming too.

“Oh shite, Annie, I’m close, dae ye wan me tae come in ye or oot? “

“mm in me Brody spill your seed in me”

“FFFUUUCCCKKK Annie!  Baby, I love ye!”  with a finally thrust he shoots inside me bathing my walls.  Wait- did he just say-

“God baby thit wiz amazing.  Whit’s wrong?  Why ur ye crying?”  He cups my face and pulls me to him.  “Shite, did I hurt ye?”

“No- it’s just everything is happening so fast.  I’ve never been this close to anyone this fast since I met Shawn.”

“Did ye tae huv a physical relationship?”

“No.  I wanted to.  I was never into me sexually. “

“I wouldn’t be so sure of thit Love.”

“Why do you say that?”

“Annie, he stood up tae yer Da. Told the alky basturt oaf.  I think he wiz in tae ye.”

“Brody, did you mean what you just said, a minute ago?”

“Aboot yer friend, aye.”

“No, that- you love me?  I know it’s too soon to tell, but you said it and I don’t want you saying it if-“

“Aye Annie, I meant it.  The chemistry we huv, the magnetic pull between us, it’s a feeling like noo other.  I wan tae be wi ye.  I wan us tae live together.  Please say ye wull live wi me.  Noo looking fur a place.”

“I will live with you.  No looking.”  I kiss him.  He is perfect and I don’t know what I did to deserve him, but I’m glad I have him now.

“Guid.”  He slides us down never breaking our contact.  His cock is still inside me and neither of us are in a hurry to break the bond.  He reaches for the blankets and covers us up.

“Rest noow, love.”  I lay my head on his chest and he rubs his hands slowly up and down my back.  With the soft steady beating of his heart and the rubbing of my back I have no problems falling asleep.

I wake up with jerk.  Someone was touching me.  I feel his hands groping my ass, rounding to the front.  I lie still, trying not to cry.  Please god, no.  not again.  I feel his hand moving up to my breast and I can’t control it anymore.  The tears start flowing.  I feel his hardness nuzzled between my ass cheeks and he starts thrusting up and down.  He’s starting to pant, a groan escapes his mouth.  I’m starting to shake from the crying. He thinks I’m turned on.  Shit, Annie get yourself under control.  Why is this happening again, how could this happen to a person twice in one year and why me?   I feel him shift on the bed and I cover my eyes.  I don’t want to see him.  He rolls me onto my back and kneels between my legs, spreading them wider for his pleasure.  He groans and rubs his fingers between my folds.  I’m shaking like a leaf now and I let out a cry begging him to stop.

“Please, please don’t.  don’t do it.  Don’t hurt me.”  I can’t stop crying.  All of the sudden a light comes on and I’m pulled up and into someone’s arms and being cuddled.

“Oh Love.  Love I would never hurt ye.  Baby, please tell me whit has ye scared?  Whit happened?”

“Brody?”  I know that voice.  I look around and see where I am and know I’m safe.

“Aye, Love.  I’m here. I’m always gonna be here.  Yer safe baby.  Noo wan is gonna hurt ye noow.”

“I’m sorry Brody. I-“

“Noo, Love.  Ye huv nothing tae be sorry aboot.  Wull ye tell me whit happened?  I’m hear fur ye?”  He kisses me on the head.  Still rocking me back and forth.

“Brody, was it you- were you the one that was just touching me?”  he nods.

“Aye, I’m sorry, love.  I didn’t mean tae startle ye.”

“Oh Brody, it’s not your fault, don’t be sorry.”

“Wull ye tell me?” I nuzzle into him and go silent for a few minutes.  I need to tell him.  He needs to know so we can move past this and not let it come between us.

“A year ago, I was out with some friends.  We decided to go the local bar that we always went to on a Friday night.  There was a group of guys that were passing through town.  One of my friends thought we should each hook up with one since we wouldn’t see any of them again.  I had no interest what so ever, but got told I was being a spoil sport and needed to live a little.  I knew that I needed to eventually; I couldn’t mourn over Shawn forever.  So I agreed and she called them over and we all began chatting and drinking which eventually lead to dancing. I was actually having a good time.  It had been a year since Shawn had died and I hadn’t gone out or hung out with my friends much.  After a few hours, three of my friends had coupled up and announced they were leaving.  That left me and one other friend and of course two out of the guys.  I had said I was going to call it a night and was getting up to leave and one of the guys said he would walk me out.  I of course had said yes.  To be honest he was the only one out of the group I had felt somewhat comfortable with.  He seemed like he was pushed into the situation as I was.  He walked me out and I said good night and thank you.  He said he was going to stay until I got a cab.  Then next thing I knew he had me in his arms, pulling me to the alleyway and was touching me. He blamed me for him touching me because I had turned him on.  He kept grabbing at my clothes and touching me everywhere.  I tried to scream but nothing would come out.  I was stunned and scared.”

“Oh baby, noo.  I’m so so sorry.  Ye don’t need tae tell me anymore.  I think I ken whit happened.  He raped ye, Aye?”  I nod, I’m crying again and Brody has gathered me closer to him.  He keeps a death grip on me, like he can’t get me close enough to him to protect me.

“It took me a week to finally get the courage to tell my parents what happened.  That was a stupid fucking idea.  My mom called me a liar as well as my dad, and then he added in that I was fat and ugly no one in their right mind would want to fuck me.  He also told me I got what I deserved because I must have pissed him off somehow.”

“Fuck!  Whair does yer da live?  He is noo gitting ‘way whit this!”

“Brody, No. you’re not going to do anything, please.  He’s not worth it.  I want to leave him and everything else in the past. Please.”  I can see the anger he is trying to hold in.  his jaw is locked, his brows are furrowed. He is one pissed off man.  And if I was honest, it was kinda hot.  I’ve never had someone feel that deeply about me, full of so much passion and love they would do anything for me.  Yes, I had Shawn, but this, with Brody, was so much more. 

“Annie, ye ken yer Da wiz the liar.  Yer so fucking beautiful.  I canni take ma eyes oaf o’ ye.  I’m the luckiest person in the world tae huv ye.  Yer perfect so fucking perfect love.”

“Thank you Brody.  Thank you for rescuing me.  You have in more ways than one and I am so grateful.”

“Baby, yer right were ye belong, wi me, I love ye.” He lies back down in the bed still cuddling me to him, covers us back up and sooths me back to sleep.

I wake up a few hours later and it’s now day light out.  I look over at the alarm clock on the night stand, 9:30 am.  Shit, I haven’t slept that late in a long time.  Brody isn’t in the bed anymore.  The smell of coffee is flowing into the room.  The door is open a crack.  He must have gone downstairs.  I roll over into my back and stretch.  My body is aching in places I never knew could ache, but they are good aches.  I’m smiling remembering our love making from last night.  Damn, if this is the way sex is when your with someone who actually wants you, then I’m hooked.  I never thought I would ever like, let alone love it.  I had excepted the fact that I was just going to be a warm body for the drunks and assholes.

“Guid morning, Love.”  Brody walks through the door with a tray of food and coffee.  “Brekfas in bed for ma love.”

“Brody you shouldn’t have.  Thank you.”  I sit up, making sure the covers are still covering me.  he walks around and places the tray over my lap, gives me a quick kiss and sits on the bed next to me.